Nightmares
in the dead of night
the monster under my bed
turns out to be me
–
skeletal branches-
the window framing
unfounded fears
in the dead of night
the monster under my bed
turns out to be me
–
skeletal branches-
the window framing
unfounded fears
I wear this body
as shroud around my soul
woven from my life
–
lemon blossoms-
rain darkens
a terra cotta pot
I wake to nothing
but the impression of you
left in my mattress
–
cold sweat-
twisted in
my bedsheets
I close my eyes and
before sleep overtakes me
I pray for those I’ve killed
–
fireworks-
earplugs in
a darkened room
glowing yellow eyes-
pure malevolence lurking
within the shadows
–
soft underbelly-
the sudden turn
of claws and teeth
deep under water
looking back at the surface
as I sink farther
–
valentines day-
ice cracks
beneath my feet
in my father’s chair
still unprepared to carry
this heavy burden
–
fallen acorns-
my little feet
in your shoes
my bed, no respite
dark lonely hours renege on
the promise of sleep
–
flannel sheets-
the rhythm
of your breath
written in anger
signed in blood and gently sealed
with the kiss of death
–
impending storm-
newspapers aloft
in the morning wind
hushed elevator-
the open doors close once more
leaving us alone
–
frosted glass-
winter air
seeps in