Haze
families asunder-
buzzards circling high above
the southwest desert
–
riding the smoke-
wild horses
in the distance
families asunder-
buzzards circling high above
the southwest desert
–
riding the smoke-
wild horses
in the distance
lying in my bed
beautiful and poisonous
twisted in the sheets
–
african sun-
death lurks
in the tall grass
all I have of you-
the crossword and a ring left
by your coffee cup
–
saplings-
rooted
in the shade
looking back in time
pictures of who we once were
under cellophane
–
rich brown soil-
an old green tin
a child’s treasure
holes in the floorboards-
the regal oak panel door
left hanging askew
–
no longer a home-
dim autumn light
caught in the cobwebs
testing the waters-
I dip my toe in to check
if I’ll let you in
–
soft light-
my door
slightly ajar
wide open prairies
the promise of a new life
in every acre
–
covered wagons-
homesteads built
on sacred land
the knife in my back
carved the windows in the walls
I’d built for myself
–
creeping ivy-
ruins of stone
foundations
the lobsterman’s wife
watching the lighthouse at the
dying of the day
–
silent passage-
darkening water
laps the shore
underneath my bed
photos of my childhood
slowly fading lies
–
an old cigar box-
sacred relics
of my youth