Regret
ghosts of the future
block my way and haunt me with
all I could have been
–
heavy rain-
our great oak
uprooted
ghosts of the future
block my way and haunt me with
all I could have been
–
heavy rain-
our great oak
uprooted
building my fortress
I bury my emotions
beneath the first stone
–
cacophony-
late night frogs
in my stone walls
alabaster skin
flush with the pain of pleasure
however fleeting
–
lilacs in bloom-
bees harbored
in the blossoms
out with the mistress-
his rose garden wilting in
the seething sun
–
my delicate rose-
thorns buried
in my skin
hiding from the sun
living in the shadows while
I curse the darkness
–
the moon obscured-
my ancient thirst
unslaked
the small of your back
illuminated softly
by a slice of moon
–
waterfall-
hair cascading
across my pillow
the sea my old friend
greets me with crushed oyster shells
rough beneath my feet
–
driftwood-
seagulls loiter
above the surf
the stones in my path
used to build a foundation
keeping me grounded
–
peace-
rain runs off
the temple roof
almost a year clean
yet I still have a hard time
passing by the spoons
–
closing time –
club soda
my paltry reward
immaturity-
unsure of how to deal with
my first streaks of gray
–
afternoon light-
test swatches
on the wall