Apprehension
since you got sent home
I’ve been sitting by your side
praying you’ll return
–
waiting-
trying not
to lose hope
since you got sent home
I’ve been sitting by your side
praying you’ll return
–
waiting-
trying not
to lose hope
don’t gamble on me
there’s far too much at stake and
you don’t know the score
–
what you see
I choose
to show
longing for the time
when there is no one to please
and nowhere to be
–
cherished,
those few minutes
between calls
faded cutoff shorts
bare feet out the car window
hair teased by the wind
–
hot skin
cool sheets
and promises
afternoon stillness
the piercing cry of a crow
hanging in the air
–
wooded path…
unintended
silence
escaping out of
my self constructed prison
into your embrace
–
bourbon
ice cubes
slowly melting
after the rain storm
mossy scent of wet pavement
steaming in the heat
–
suddenly
heavy raindrops
bursting
a bicycle bell
she speeds by, skirt fluttering
laughter in the wind
–
She’s gone
before I know
it’s her
in twenty-two years
from now I pray I’ll still be
waking next to you
–
in anticipation-
dreaming of
our old age
an arc of limestone
scoured by the desert wind
carved by passing time
–
balancing rock-
sculpted by wind
and time