Regret
ghosts of the future
block my way and haunt me with
all I could have been
–
heavy rain-
our great oak
uprooted
ghosts of the future
block my way and haunt me with
all I could have been
–
heavy rain-
our great oak
uprooted
out with the mistress-
his rose garden wilting in
the seething sun
–
my delicate rose-
thorns buried
in my skin
hiding from the sun
living in the shadows while
I curse the darkness
–
the moon obscured-
my ancient thirst
unslaked
the sea my old friend
greets me with crushed oyster shells
rough beneath my feet
–
driftwood-
seagulls loiter
above the surf
my sins behind me
wrapped in white linen steeped in
your divinity
–
under water-
the surface
receding
such oppressive heat-
my sleeping cat slowly drips
from his windowsill
–
shimmering sand-
false promises
in the distance
a secluded beach
the plundered pirate’s chest lay
empty save the sand
–
flood tide-
sandpipers
brave the surf
my soul recoils from
the cold skeletal touch of
the angel of death
–
twilight-
fireflies lead me
across the river
almost a year clean
yet I still have a hard time
passing by the spoons
–
closing time –
club soda
my paltry reward
to ease your burden
I’ll stand by your side a while
and shoulder your load
–
distant clouds-
fences in need
of mending